I want to...

Scream. Cry. Sleep. Hide.

There is so much I need/want/should/could do and I just don't even know where to start. I want to empty my house out and only put the things we use back in it. I want to get caught up on our bills...the very bills that just one month ago I had caught up or they were about to be because I made a budget and had a plan. Budgets and plans don't work if you don't stick to them. Sigh.

I want to be getting ready to leave for Boston tonight. We're not going to Boston anymore, though. Money issues and I was worried about leaving my kids for so long. I so needed that trip though. I need to get away for a bit. Both Jim and I need to get away and take a break from life and kids. Just a couple of days...

I really hope all these emotions are just from hormones...that means they'll be gone soon.